why me???

is it appropriate that I played out like this?
why should I?
why should me??
when I began to hope he is ..
he came, but in a different version ..
why I always cheated and deceived
I do not qualify to live in an honesty?
YA ALLAH .. why there are people who are willing to do this to me
I feel this is fooled
I foolishly
how dare you play my feelings,,
how dare you trick me like that
how dare you make me like the most stupid woman
I think??
I am a woman who has no dignity
I stupidly fast to hope
I stupidly never any doubt
I feel so humiliated
because ????
I feel like I cry
how foolish if I cry
I have to face all these
because it starts from my own self stupid

regret was no use
why I feel that love him soo much
probably bcoz he is my fisrt off guy
maybe?

finished!
I will never forget him
I will never forget him
I will forget all about him
all
all
I will try also to disappear from his life
no means looking for those who are not willing to
I saw he hates me so much
he did not even contact me
so he does not want me in her life
he knows I will contact him
he changed his number
and no longer have me in his life
  MY GOD,, take courage in my heart

I don want to cry if I cry very stupid i am

I hope in this case can give me some lesson to me face any

Conjectur in my life

I must to be very-very carefull to love somebody

That my I don want to love any people except my family...

Okep finish,,hahahah

Be happy

Don worry be happyJ